today is valentine day,is a day where couples is suppose to be together but for me.. he was still studying.. where his school was at boonlay.. while is so far.. although he has given me the present.. it doesn't means he care about me.. hiaz.. why must there be a valentine day if nt this day i won't even wan ask him out.. he promise to be with me today but.. he doesn't.. i knw his ex-gf is at the same class with him but i don feel jelousy,coz even i feel it wad can i do? nth..! I went to the place where he told me to meet him.. i waited for about 10-20 mins i still haven even seen him reach.. so i decided to msg him.. he told me that he was still study and can't came.At tht moment my feeling was.. are u lying to me? are u with ur ex-gf..?I did reply him and was very angry and upset tht i told him forget it since u don even treat this day precious or even i don really like this day but atleast he should msg me that he was still at school atleast i don have to wait and i can understand too.. my feeling told me.. tht we can'tbe together.. and i wish to break with him.. i knw his ex-gf still love him alot.. since his heart wasn't with me. why do i still have to be with him.. i can do without him.. coz this is nt the first he has lying to me.. i went home and he reply tht he was study and almost caught by the teacher so he told me nt to reply him.. at tht moment.. tht time.. i was like.. wad do u take me for? ur play doll or wad.. i really wish tht i can give up on him.. i.. have nth to say anymore to him.. i won't say the break up to him.. till i really has given up totally.. i knw tht my feeling for him has lesser but he told me tht he do really teasure the relationship alot.. i really don know wad am i suppose to do nw.. i really feel i have to give up.. he has about 2 months tht nvr call me.. but only a few msg.. i reallly.. think tht there's no point for me to keep this RS again.. we have break before last year but he persist and win me bak.. but i think no way for us nw.. =,(