*sigh* wad to write.. sadness.. long time nvr post le worx.. maybe these few months have stress me out.. first is the studies second is the relationship.. hias.. ii really wish someone could guide me out of it.. today really make me SAD!! my result sucks like hell.. lets don say teacher even myself have dissapointed it.. wad am ii doing.. ii don even know myself now.. arhx....... ii really wish ii could have forget him.. but ii can't.. we shouldn't started it at first so ii wont be so sad in the first place.. in my head there is alot of sadness.. uu could have said i have no troubles no worries.. no.. absolutely wrong... if uu have know me alot.. uu could see through that ii have troubles,worries and sadness... ii wanna be with you.. but ii'm scared to be hurt uu know.. uu wont knw becoz uu don understand me.. at all... wad am i suppose to do.. wad am ii suppose to knw now.. is all depends on us.. wad a sad day today.. get my result.. went to northpoint with amelias and evon while amelias started to so called 'work' in yoshinoya so we accompany her go there.. maybe working there is boring but we didnt know hahaz.. coz ii don't work there.. maybe should ask her tomoro hahaz... ii can't believe it.. my korz have so called 'falling in love' with my primary school frens.. wow.. hahaz.. wad a good thing it is.. anyway.. tomoro still have to go school.. hiaz.. need time to recover my 'heart' so wont really think much of him.. =)