Everyday happens with a story..

Sunday, February 03, 2008
7:51 PM
ahhh... can anyoneee jus tell me what to do~!
i just feel like venting outt... but to who... hiazz...
whyy cant he just knoww.. i just wan his answer...
i dont care whats the answer if u dun wanna hurt me..
jus tell me and don let me hurt in this way... in the hidden way
only me myself knew it.. if u are serious than can you just tell me..
i am really tired... i just wanna rest i tried nt to think..
but my mind keep telling me hopes hopes...
just tell me tht u don love meee.. and thats the most easy thing to do..
it doesnt have to hurt you... it just hurt me..... i rather u told me..
thn i always just keep lying to myself there is always
a day that you will gonna be mine.. and thats just white lies..
becausee it will nvr be truee.. i know it very clearly just that
i keep escapingg... because i don care how people think or says..
i will only sayy .. i love yoouuu... :X
but whats the usee... u seems to have no reaction...
i didnt know what ur mind really think.. i keep posting...
i keepy sayingg.. i keep.... missing youu... butt..
u just didnt seems to have touched... or what..
my heart jus bleed.....
i knoww u hate someonee... maybe becausee.. i know the reason..
i just wanna tell you .. if you see this post...
i wanna tell you.. i know what ur mind really think..
i know who you really likee.. you just cant forget her dont you...
i dont blame you .. i just blame myself for being so foolish ..
butt... everything is worth .. becausee i know.. if you
like someone you have to sacrifice urself for ur loves ones..
andd... i really treasure the day i always talk to you..
i dont mind waiting for you... butt... will you ?
i knoww all this is just my dream.. and everything must be reality..
i just wanna say my last piece...
i really hope i could be urs .. you could be mine..
andd... i really love u as i love myself..
butt if u really think i'm nt urs.. thn....
i'm sorry.... is just my own thinking thn .. :,(