hello hello ~!! LOL ;X hmmm.. ok luhh i admit i damn lazy to postt okiee.. from when till now i nvr post lee.. cuz i wanna chiond my audi mahhh also cannt blame me LOL ;X i told hubby i wan chiong audi he just give me a damn facee and say no matter waht i don care him.. diu we only audi cpl.. no matter what i also treat him as audi cpl i don knw whats he is thinking...and he say even he die i also don care and keep chionging my audi say i nvr care abt him.. always ply wif my guild memberrr AND I ALREADY QUIT TWINS OK!!! wad u expect me to do... i really have enough.. sometimes i really wish i can be aloneee pleasee!~!!! can you let slowly think.... i dun care wadddd.... i really is fed upp!! i just wanna shout outttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one day i really will go to the beach and SHOUT!!!!!!!! i hate myselfff.. i hate everything tht it isss.. no matter wad i got nowww... i still have no feeling for them... money is nt important to meee.. and i don care anymreeee...!!! wad i wan is to be myselff.. i really dun care wad ppl sayyyy... and i really wish he could come backkk.... wad i think was so sillyy... do u knwww becuz of him i have hurtt hubby so much...and myselfff... i really felt guilty but wad can i do moreee... i'm just hurting myself no matter when i think of youu... seriously i kept the gift tht i boughtt tht was suppose to represent ussss .... and i'm tired of everythinggg why couldnt u feel itt WHY!!!!can you give me a answer pleasee... i dlt u why is the feeling bak again!!! i really wish i can have someone shoulder to cry onn.. i always act so strongggg!! but nobody knows i'm so weak in ittt.. OMG I FEEL LIKE CRYING!!! ),: why everythiing is so hard for meeee... i don wanna tok abt anythingg nowww.. i jus wanna be aloneee i'll post tmr ....... .... and i hope theres no tmrr.. i wish tht moment we were tgt is forever .... .... ...