HIAZZ.... today isnt a good mood and a good day.. wakeup at about 8 am.. and was playing audi while i think i play till 12? than was so bored don think i am over liking audi i sometimes feel bored for this game too .. than was kind of exploring friendster because i have quite a long time nvr see my friendster le.. than was giving comment to Girlfriends.. HELLO! where got nan de give you all comment is because i don really go friendster that much laaarrr.. than at about 1pm i lend my bro play because he had jus came back frm taiwan .. anddd bought me something hehehes.. bought me a t-shirt and a keychain HOHO .. than i lend him play lo.. i also boring nth to do.. was wanting to go out but.. no one is FREE.. T.T ask alfred say cant go out.. was quite... sad? because when i really someone to go out with he cant? aiyaaaa.. nbm.. than when to sms sheryl tot she is at home but she isnt .. she was at cwp bk with hsien ern and his friend going to east coast park roller blade.. omg! i am so JEALOUS please... everybody can go out with their beloved one but not meee... :( everytime i just keep thinking .. maybe thinking can let time pass very fast?? maybe i am just too sadd... when i need him the most yet he is not with me.. was lying at sofa.. THINK THINK... and my bad mood came because i think he just only think about maple maple maple.. yet everyone should know I HATE MAPLE... T.T i don talk about maple but infact i play maple i talk to him about maple? you will think i am crazy ! i have nvr talk about audi infront of him.. all he talks is maple actually i really don knw about maple.. all i know is to listen.. i actually play maple becuz him... omg?? i really don know wad to say le... than was lying till i fall asleep.. -.- than wakeup bath and.. went out with my mum to checkpoint to eat and buy some household thing.. than was walking back to home i was smsing him. maybe i should have not vent my anger to him... but i just cant tolerate.. why can "HE"(refers to martin) can go on his life so well.. with his gf now why cant i.....!!!!! i read his blog he going so well.. why not meeeeee... why must i be so sadddd... :( than when i reach home i really felt unwell.. maybe think too much .. T.T my mum ask me drink herbal tea tml maybe heat is at my body.. derrr.. wadever... better... sick i like no need go school.. T.T than bath le onlineee.. going audi soon.. hiazzzz...