HIAZ! alot of STRESS !! tmd.. hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... u know my DnT project let stress till i going to break down.. somemore today morning alicia sms me tell me tht maine mum say chalet cancel?? atfirst i tot she was kidding with me.. but is not-.- is real fact.. becuz some "urgent case" so cancel anywae i know wads the urgent case is.. today keep running here and dere.. just to make sure my project keep going and no mistake is allow to happen.. HIAZ... than i confirm my idea le just tht my folio has nt been fully updated and done finish but will try to finish at the 3rd week becuz 3rd week have no lesson thts good! becuz i'm going crazy for it .. than i keep following mr soh for 1 hour walk here walk dere just to wait for him to settle down and confirm my project -.- finally confirm it got my material but the measurement was mr soh tht he give me.. but mr tan teck sin give me the other measurement becuz he gtg so i stick with mr soh idea baaaa.. since mr tan nt here i oso cant ask him le.. -.- than problem comes.. wtf.. i hate the most . the wood need to be 280mm by 280mm thn the jelutong cant be tht length so i ask mr soh he say cut half so is 280 by 140 2 piece thn i explained wrng to mr francies thn he cut 4 pieces for me i show mr soh his face change straightaway.. -.-" HIAZ.. thn gt to redo he cut for me thn i straightaway go ask bejamin the senior to help me glue.. than tomorrow still got to go bak to sku to rush my project HIAZ! than yumi was waiting for me i return her top thn went to causeway to her... hiaz i was totally tired and break down and stress -.- so many things for me to think for me to fustrated.. i really can GO AND DIE le.. i just wanna peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... no worries no troubles .. -.- the other problem lays on "him" Hiaz.. he keep giving me attitude wtf? I CRY becuz of "him" just nowwwwwww.. nt really only him but all the stress.. just nw at dnt i ordy wan to cry but... .... busy make me nvr think and keep rushing for it.. i taking O lvl and others at express ordy going to complete but mine wtf.. haven even gt the right thing to do.. "HE" keep giving me attitude i keep trying to keep my stressness , my unhappiness , my sadness to myself!! i nvr wanna quarrel with him.. he keep giving me attitude dont he ever think of my feelings?? i'm rushing for my project i msg him.. becuz i want to let he knw i nvr neglect him .. can you imagine when u are doing something tht u are rushing u msg him .. he giving u attitude wad will you feel.. i tolerate i keep controlling myself .. i tell myself i cannt be angry i cant lose to myself and give him attitude.. wad i get back.. ? NOTHING .. aattitude of him? he may nt knw he is giving me attitude do you really think sry is enough? is nt tht simple.. u say u are nt happpy u feel we are drifitng away u knw why.. problem lays on you .. YES! i maybe on fault too but whos the one who always wanna get things right? ME! u say u quarrel with ur mum and u treat me coldness and giving me attitude? is this a excuse? u get nag by ur mum i get scolded by teacher and mr soh and all the stressness whos the one more pityful.. i try to console u thn whos going to console me.. u say ur private server game ppl so xl .. thn ur attitude sux to me.. is it my fault? is it tht ur games is more important thn me? than FINE forget it.. don ever contact me u chooses ur game i chooses my path of studies.. ! anyway we are not even stead u can don ever care about me too.. you once promise me you wont let me cry but in the end u still let my tears rolled down.. is this wad u wan.. and the ending is we are not suppose to be together? and all this is wad u wish for? than i've got nth to say..

♥Dolleh: lol... hahaha tyty.. xD IMY too.. but at ur bdae we didnt have fun tgt maybee becuz i've should nt come... .... ...