woooooooohooooooo~ lol.. anywaeee didnt go out ytd stay home audi full day was kinda bored too.. not going to say much just that will be away for 3days to chalet hahahaa... maybe its gonna be fun. but my heart of excitment is not there because i wanting to go last time is because he was there. and nooowww all the interest has gone. i only felt lonely than nothing.. we were suppose to be happily playing but in the end the ending is so misery. and really jealous the novel book that we have read before the book of low kay hwa because ytd i didnt sleep much in the morning wakeup. why can the guy be so faithful to her and although they did breakup but when they are very sweet to each other but they did really love each other very deeply than alot people are. why cant reality be the same too. is it because we didnt know how to treasure people beside us and makes us sad ourself. they vow to each other that they will come back every 8years to make the wishes so they did done it. i doubt reality dont sjhow the same even how you like the person hard. everything goes by fate i believe fate than believe reality because only fate tells us are we suitable or not. whatever you have done just hurt my heart deeply. and lays a scar over it that i'll nv forget it. Misery always a misery it cant be change cant be happy anymore wearing a mask is hard because you have to act as if you very happy and when the person gone you just wanted to tell that person how hard to put on a mask and u just wanted to tell the person you wan to cry loud out. because the person cant take it anymore.. really cant take it anymoree.. is it very hard to believe in love again.. Yes it is hard for me especially because i'll nvr forgt the bitterness ... and all i can say is a word that express ... Misery .