Everyday happens with a story..
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
10:31 PM
HIAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.. today late wakep againn.. SIANZ uhhhhhhh... went to school taking 900a than went to school.. than classes and classes... wth.... hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. sad,heartborken,tired,xinfan and alottttttt laaaaaaaa.. after schoool went to sheryl house and slack than 3pm went back school cuz she and xinfang and her other fren of basketballers having a short run.. to self train their stamina..than went back to sheryl house while she want to have a bath but before that she teaches me a short song from piano lol.. i realise actually playing piano is quite fun.. haha.. than after it we went to vista there and eat with hsien ern,louis and jiahao.. than after eating went to the fitness corner there and play? LOL.. than after tht went back to school for night study hmmm actually didnt sudy much maybe because get distracted baaaa lol... than 8pm we walk out of school while they all wanted to play basketball but i gtg cuz my parents are waiting for me at causeway point . than eated at the foodcourt and went to ntuc buy things and cab-ed back homeee.. i am very tired nowwwwwwww.. i dun wish to go to school tml becuz i just dun know how to face things right infront of meeee.. i don knw hw to solve itt.. i don knw wad should i do.. why do i always need him and miss him when he is not around? hiazz wadeverrr he's nt my who nowwww... wad can i doooooooo! maybeeeee evon's rightttt.. he might nt be the same thinking of mine but i really wish that i know whats in his mind nowwww.. andddd all his troubles i've knowww.. i'm also getting fustrated about all this.. im also thinking too much for him... than myselff.. get cut at dnt yesterday yet i went back home thn notice wad a stupid meeeeeeeee.. maybe all the sadness has already made myself to have no feeling fr any pain at all... AM I FOOLISH!! I need to made a decision nowwww.. seriouslyyy.. maybe i should ask him soooooonnn so it wont made me feel so difficult i really wish i could escape everything but i couldnt because he is always in my mind that i cant get off with.. IM REALLY GONNA BREAK DOWN SOON~
