Everyday happens with a story..
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
11:07 PM
Rawrrrrrr... Just came back from basketball~ OMG today i very very very suai! SERIOUSLY~ wth.. kana bash from basketball 3TIMES! -.- aiyaaaaa nevermind! don say le.. today was racial harmony day .. lol.. than was like abit bored? after school.. i went to sheryl house than after it went to causeway eat burgerking.. Thanks Sheryl For Treating Me:) lol... than after eating me and sheryl went to my house. after changing we cab down to school there the basketball court.. than blablabla... aiyaaaaaa whatever hongyi they all want say me what i also don't give a damn ! their mouth what. what they want say.. say lor.. like i can zip their mouth -.- just don regret will do :X i'll change the laaaaa hor.. you think you very perfect than let me tell you.. In this world NOBODY is PERFECT! and i cane predict what will happen and i can't stop anything if it going to be happen next . actually was sending song from sheryl phone than i was like listen the "di yi ci" but it isnt guang liang sing one because i've check its different .. so i'll upload inside my imeem soon :) is damn nice lorr.. or maybe i should do the same thing? even we can't or maybe we are not fated to be couples why not open your mind , open your heart.. let him to be your best friend.. let him be your listener maybe his the only one that know you best.. maybeeee.. his the one care about you the most . but obviously HIS type is different he don't know me at all.. he didnt know what i hate most.. is it the sentence "i don't know" that nice to say? and is it high expectation that ruin everything? i really wonder what my expectation.. i find fate is playing with humans.. when you like a person the person didn't like you.. when the person like you .. you no longer like him anymore... wth is fate doing with all this.. is it a obstacle for it to see whether their loves is strong enough to overcome this? i really hate it alot.. i hate myself for being a foolish. people thought i'm a strong girl.. but anyone knows my heart is weak.. i'm weak.. i'm not as strong as you think.. Is appearance that important? when you like a person do you look at looks? and .. even you want a chance to change people thought of all kind of nonsense.. is it that hard to change ... I will change? will i going be given a chance to do that? 6 injury and bruises at my hand and leg.. there's dnt injury,basketball and YUMI BITE ME the bruises.. Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzz..... Fate Stop Playing With Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i gonna go bonkers... anyway i think i'll stop basketball and start thinking of what the fucking hell i want.. and what my mind is thinking now... Please give me some timeeeeeeee.. i'll try not to talk.. not to play.. try to think.try to focus.. try to be strong :)
