Everyday happens with a story..
Saturday, July 19, 2008
3:45 PM
Yoooo.. lol have it been a long time since i post? not really though hahahs. Recently i've opened a blogshop but items are all my old items seems like nobody wants lol. so searching for any other old items to sell :X if you guys have any item give me i will be very grateful lol.. okieeeee anywayy yesterday went to night study and than after it went to play basketball .. than blablabla ........... i damn lazy to write OKAY! yesterday at DNT i burn myself out~ omg fucking foolish -.- doing the electronic thing than accidently burn till the skin stright away come out fucking PAIN lo imagaine that thing can melt a metal than my hand OMG.. HIAZ~ i've not much to say though hmmmmm i heard the song "NI HAI AI WO MA" very nice sial lol.. the lyrics is sooooo.. kind of when you hear you will cry~ ltr will post the song and the lyrics. the "JUST SO YOU KNOW" also damn niceeee.. lol. i wan to declare AGAIN! I'm NOT Coming Out At Saturday ANYMORE!!!! so don ask or msg to tell mee.. i can even don go to bunk at saturday why cant i don't go shopping all others thing lol.. Stay at home be a good girl :) and than takecare of my blogshop thing plus homework all those better than going out and spend money because i'm *SAVING MONEY IN PROGRESS :)* will rearrange some of my blogshop thing again i know some items is old till cant make it so will sell till damn damn damn cheap LOL.. i also can throw away soon why nt sell it cheap like crazy LOL.. you know what sometime i just wish time could rewind and fast forward.. rewind is hurtful ... it is..! i cant control myself of thinking it. i cant imagine facing the person everyday and i cant treat it as everything had never happen before.. putting on a mask is damn HARD! is likee i appear that i can avoid everything i like but actually reality is always a reality we cant change it no matter what. i just hope Nlevel finish and we can never never never see each other again and that maybe will make my heart feel better .. the song really make my heart think of the past really! its like bringing me back to the past~ fast forward is to let me finish my Nlevel fast and earn money.. i really wish to make my wish all complete :) I could be happy when i can really find what i really wants.. when someone talk about him and about relationship i just don't know why my heart just sink.. like letting the past of the scar is painful again.. i'll still think of him.. think of how he treated me.. Why do the past always so hurtful.. I still have to persevere to the end! no matter what i have to control myself i just cant let myself love him again NEVER! There's something called giveup~ giveup him,leaving him out of my heart,time to heal me back... Happy moments have to go... Sadness have to go no matter what...! Start a new fresh~ is it possible? Hope so! :)
