I'm back to post again .. Yeahh kinda sad this few days and no mood too!
Hmmmmm yesterday was like quarrel again -.- lies and lies i've heard enough.
Working yesterday while it was raining heavily that i got wet for alittle while
the wind was big that the water spread in.But yesterday didn't have much
customer so went to shopping and buy some stuff too. Sms-ed some of my
friends while me and him was quarreling so didn't wanted to talk to him.
Yah and eventually i found out something , lol thanks to darren your question.
It makes it so obvious while got abit skipped heart beat but ofcause i know is
impossible. Found some new songs that is so super duper nice that it touches
through my heart .. it reflects abit about me too... but is still a song what lol.
Upload to imeem and is playing on my blog ! While yesterday work till about 9
and my parents came pick me up hahas was abit shock-ed? I guess they are
checking on me and eventually pick me up as a excuse bahh lol. While on the
way home back on the BKE highway there was a heavy jam and we waited for so
damn long because there's a accident where a van actually turn upside down?
Luckily it didnt explode because behind the van was all the gas ! Than reach home
about 10 -.- so damn tired but still got alittle bit of energy to online and check things.
While today wakeup at about 0830am play-ed audi and friendster than went out
at 4plus? He told me to find him and when i'm on the way there he told me not to
come find him? And i was like .. -.- i'm already out and you told me not to come meet
you, how cute enough are you? I was damn piss-ed off seriously .. i actually was
about to cry -.- is like all the promises and thing you always break it and keep
telling me lies ! And seriously i've enough and i'm tired to hear all this ! Yesterday he
didnt come find me because nobody want accompany him to come find me ?! And is
like if evon wasn't there today and i'm already reaching there you told me not to go
isnt i'm alone again ?! Why are you so selfish that you only care about yourself !
I seriously always thinking to apart us since problems keep coming in .. I didnt have
the courage and i dont want to.. I'm trying to tolerate but what if one day i found a
better guy? i found a reason to leave you? i've break down? All the question keep
coming in yet i've no answer for any of it.. After reaching there meet-ed evon and
she accompany me to had my lunch i was seriously damn piss-ed off at that time
didnt wanna reply his msg and is like his friends was at there and keep asking me
where the hell is him! And is like i have the answer of it when i just quarrel with him AGAIN?
After had my lunch play-ed audi and than went to causewaypoint to accompany evon
to buy ring .. Yup is quite nice and alittle jealous because i know me and him will never
buy a ring although i wanted it ... -.- Even the couple keychain also i buy so do you
think i'll depend on him to buy a ring?! I dont know where the hell his money go to
when he told me he was working and was like .. wondering how he spend it -.-
Smoking bahhh .. Playing dota? Ahhhh forget it.. if i control you too much you'll say me
again.. Than is it my turn to buy a ring?! never will i do that bahh . if never buy than never lor
what to do.. hmmmm than after buying went to find my parents and had dinner at checkpoint
i bought NF skinny erm not sure whether the colour is it nice but abit faded black lol.
very rarely seen people wear one.. :D So tommorrow i'm working again, at IMM gonna
wear that skinny (: While also earn-ed money rather than go lan waste money right !
Okok. I'm tired hope everything turns well..