Hellossss peeps ! hahas sorry for not posted so long cause busy of schoolwork and other stuff .
While many things do happen after my last post , me and jonathan do quarrel very often that time because of something that call jealousy.. He may not believe me or what but whats the point of saying sorry everytime after you just hurt me? Like what they say , does sorry really cure? I don't know but i only know we are fine now :) Hmm yeah there's also because of a guy call joe that makes us quarrel everytime and i know he have feeling for me but i just don't know how to tell him while thanks to him that kik the door make jonathan hand injure and he really cant tolerate him or what he go confront him now we are like so.. not friends but sometimes i really dont like him because he is damn irratating but since things already happen so there's no turn back either .. Hmm in school sometimes i'm very stress seriously stress of homeworks , studies and alot i also dont know why .. i hope i can find something to relieve my stress ! Yaa people are right when you're attached you are most probably stress out but maybe there's another reason too but me myself dont know too.. 3.5GPA is hard for me to get? i dont know.. when we getting older i'm thinking of my future but sometimes i'm just tired .. future to me is very important so do everyone is. I hope i try my best man i dont want to have another regret in my life any more.. Yaaa i will try to change myself , my attitude and everything myabe treat it because of my future and my everything. Life is too short , we have to treasure every moments we are here. If you ask me how long will i last this relationship , i have no idea.. I'm trying to do my part and treasure it and i know he do think so and no one wants to be leaving each other but just incase one day we seperated and what am i going to do next? But i'm just worried about his mum , his mum seems like dont like me but i dont know how to change his mum mind set towards me . Hmm everything is really hard on me sometime i just want to be alone and think it over again i tried to give up alot of times but i didnt ? Ahh i just hope everything turns well? You know what i found a song damn nice is sing by S.H.E An Jing Le. Nice ! Play on my blog i guess? hope it works cause is a new song maybe you all will like it too but i know i damn love it :) Hahahas. Anyway , Happy Valentines Day ! Hahahas hope everyone have a date out tomorrow , i do have with him , girlfriends and my brother !~ Hmmm i actually watched valkyrie , wedding game and love matter for this month hahas. valkyrie is a not bad show is actually shows us alot of thing is a worth to watch . wedding game is not bad too i just watched today and is the 2nd time hahas ! while if anyone have anything regarding wedding game this movie sound track i dont mind you to send me ? :) while love matters actually is not my type LOL. Anyway not bad too hahas. Today we went to eat and i took some photos hehe , exams and test is coming i may not have the time to post so do wait huh hahas :)