Hiassssssss so sian , now i feel so lonely because his working now. Sometimes i just felt like i'm single :X Hmmm recently keep quarrel with him i was damn angry and sad lorhh ): exam are coming for meeeee !! holidays too lols. 21th march is the beginning of the holiday but is only 3 weeks , maybe try to chiong my audi level and the fam points lols ! Hope so bahh also not working so sians lorh. Hias. And he's working i was like -.- he everyday work and neglect me maybe one day i will lost feeling for him ? i dont know but i remember that time because of my O's lvl dnt thats why me and alfred ended up like this. Maybe this time will be same again? Anyway whats going to happen i cant change it and everything is fated so just face it and accept it. I dont really mind if he chooses others girls better than me but to me if your loves one is happy than why not let it go? i'm a straight forward person because i don't make things difficult. I also change new blogskins? Errr hope is nice? Maybe too long never change le thats why feel like changing and new things dont come if old things dont go. So is like relationship? After alfred the one i really actually love now is only left jon but if *touchwood* something really makes us seperated like during the holidays, i dont think i will find another one because my aim is to study well and go into polytechnic . Well i've already give up on the O's lvl maths because i have no friends inside and is like i dont have the mood and nobody to discuss with -.- But i decided to join student council somemore my class advisor actually introduce me to the head of student council teacher incharge? hope so i will be one . Hmm for the chalet i planned , i actually wanted it to be june holiday but i guess yumi they all cant? like what she say have holidays like dont have holidays ? Lols. i guess they have to return to school for remedials. Hmm i maybe will try to held at november or december? But i dont really know yet anyway will see how first.. Hmm i want to find jobbssssssss lols is like so boring during the holidays cause we have so many holidays anyone can intro? Lols. anyway i also want people to introduce me for braces doctor because i'm putting braces and i want to walk in for consulting .. Hmmmmmmmmmm ~ So boring nowwww i bought itouch but now they have IT fair is like omg i just bought not long ago anyway -.- I'm going to that IT fair cause i want to see how much they selling their laptop and the HP touchscreen desktop hehe , my dad say only can choose either handphone or laptop/desktop? Which one is better? Hmm . I bought a new keyboard too lols cause my old keyboard is so stiff for me to play audition lols ! I actually have the intention to go back to bunk but someone dont let me go -.- hiasss i dont knowww ! but i will go one day anyone wants to go with me? :X Go with a ex bunkers? Lolsss.. Sadddddd! bought a new 15" plasma tv for my room lolsss. So i can watch in my room myself next time woooooot ! :) Hahahahs i guess i'll stop here first :D See ya !

ILoveYou, Jonathan.